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Where Was I September 11? ©Nancy L. Meek 02-17-03 Where was I, you ask... the morning the world cried? Well, I was just living my dream scanning charges for narcotics dispensed to our patients just wishing my day was over that is, until I heard the newsflash blaring from a patient's room as nurses, hands-over-mouths, gasped at our towers falling my mind flew to the infirmed soul on the bed humming some childhood tune an opiatic stupor saving him from knowing a nation's pain somber and sober what ignorant bliss, I mused as I reached the final page praying God would have mercy on those burning souls falling... wishing their day wasn't over |
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Silent Garden ©Nancy L. Meek 02-17-03 Often, in the course of human events, we must say a final farewell to the dead offer eulogies laced with such eloquence nothing better could ever be said; But what words are still left to be wrung from the hearts of those who survived? What sorrowful song has not been sung to express the horror still held inside? What words will ever be strong enough to express what our souls need to say? Is there any poem or speech long enough to make the hurt completely go away? Walking through fields where others bled we deal with our grief one day at a time yet, we may never know why they are dead in a world where nothing seems to rhyme. We sow our seeds in this garden, called life hoping they all will survive the storm that the sun, in its glory, will part the night with strong enough light to keep them warm. We cross our fingers and pray for rain but not too much, lest they all should drown. Cultivating is hard and the thorns bring pain but it's still worth it...when we look around. But seasoned gardeners know all too well some will wither and die on their stem or just blend with the earth where they fell as debris falls to finally cover them. It is not ours to know who'll live...or die. It is but ours to do the best we can. In love with our flowers, we must try To nurture the good seed given to man. Stop living in breast-thumping remorse, thinking if we'd only done this or done that, we might have changed history's course steered them from those heinous attacks. It is wrong to tell another, "Just get over it!" especially if you're not the tortured soul there dealing with the greater loss...so close to it, sorting through the clothes they used to wear. A whiff of his cologne...her hair on a brush... physical reminders of where they once trod. 'Tis not easy... feeling that sweet-awful rush... knowing your roses are now in the arms of God. What words, some ask, are still left to be wrung? Plenty indeed, I say, in this sweet and sour plot. In a silent garden, many songs are left unsung. They are there...buried forever beneath that lot! I weave these words, baring my soul to the world. For what good it does, I still struggle to know. All I know is: When I think of those roses unfurled, I choke, wondering, "Why did they have to go?" I still hear them calling...calling, softly and low. There is no silent garden for me, no solace to be found! Just for today, make them hush. Let the garden go! 'Tis a curse, no?..this empathy, killing without sound? Often, in the course of human events, we must say a final farewell to the dead; but I am convinced, for all good intents, such an adieu and my pen shall never wed! May God bless the innocent victims with Life and Love without cease now in the arms of the Rose of Sharon in Heaven's Garden of Eternal Peace |
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